Saturday, January 3, 2009

So what if you could see the darkest side of me

So basically my parents think I'm just a big disappointment.
They pretty much hate me.
And.. i can't say I blame them..
Lately I've been sneaking out and drinking and just overall disobeying them.
You know what song I can relate to really well as of now?...Animal I have become by three days grace.
I definitely feel like that.
The other day my mom said that I make her want to kill herself...nice, right. *rolls eyes*
I just can't stand being here anymore.
And the one person thats actually there to help me through everything..and never judges me and is constantly there for me..no matter how bad I hurt him...lives all the way in freakin' Washington. :/
...i hate my life.
I don't want to be here anymore.. I can't freakin' stand it.
"Somebody help me through this nightmare. I can't control myself."

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