Tuesday, January 6, 2009

I want somebody, just anybody.. to lay their hands on my soul tonight.

I'm so lost.
I mean, I'm a lottt better then I was last night.
But lately...I've just been so depressed, anxious, and stressed out.
..and I can't stand it.

I want all the pain and misery to just go away.
But don't we all?

Erghhh..

If you see me...I may seem happy.
With my usual fake smile and laugh..
But in reality..I'm dying on the inside.

..I can't take this anymore..
I need a savior.
Someone who understands.
Will I ever find that person?...doubt it.

Funny.. most of my depression is all because of him...
Can you take a wild guess who?!
Yepp...
Kenny.
Erghh.. i hate that name.
When I'm around my friends (Joe, Steph..)
They never fail to mention his name...esp. Joe.
It pisses me off to no end..
But does that stop him.. nooooo.
It makes him do it more.
>.<

God I hate my life.....

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